Thursday, May 19, 2016

Deep gratitude for your decision

I gave myself some time and space to be with this very uncomfortable teacher. I really told
my business coach I didn’t give a “rats ass,” which stunned her. She tried her best to get me back on track, but I finally told her it was useless, as I was allowing this feeling to have its way with me. That night, my beloved texted me something he says often, but this time it blew me open. “Serve God with Joy.” I was so far from joy, but that little text pulled the plug. I laughed and woke up and knew that I was not meant to live in depression and victimization. My mind had taken me for a very unfunny ride and I had consciously not tried to stop it. I wanted to see where it would take me. Back home to my real mission.